Personal Literature

It’s Been Awhile

I don't understand these phases of time where I don't continue on writing. I just don't feel it, have I lost my magic. Oh, the thought is just frightening. It's 3am and I'm partially faded. This World even colder than before. I know others are up wondering if there is hope for our world anymore?... Continue Reading →

July 31st, 2020

I sit on the edge of the mountain side and finally exhale.. Instantly my mind is drowning with thoughts of you. It gets harder for me to breathe. You said my light dims slowly with every second of the day. I not for one second doubted you, I can feel it diminishing as I inhale... Continue Reading →

Let’s Get Lost

July 4th, 2020 Let's get lost boy. Just you and I. We can explore the earth's atmosphere. Lay in a meadow, watch stars fly through the sky. A secret hideaway. Not a soul knows where we are. You get me higher than any drug. You're my shining star. Like the prince charming you are, you... Continue Reading →

Hidden Beauty

June 27th, 2020 Dark disastrous clouds form. Bringing him not only Darkness but negativity and greed. The black clouds over take the true beauty of this world. The world becomes so ugly. Just like that on a downward slope we go true colors of people begin to show. The active World suddenly goes into quarantine... Continue Reading →

I’m Sorry

June 17th, 2020 STOP crying. I'm not as stupid as I seem. Everyone but me will believe your lies. I see straight through you, from your tears to your screams. So fake, its unbearable. It unfolds, fake flowing in your eyes. You repeat that you're sorry I have to go. Who do you think I... Continue Reading →

The Ride Stopped

May 5th, 2020 I'm so overwhelmed. I feel this ride needs to come to a halt. The negative energy inside of me keeps processing. It's in control and its my fault. Two days alone while my parents go out of state. I was alone and had no hope. For those two days, all I did... Continue Reading →

Oh My, Therapy Session Five

March 5th, 2020 I missed session four, but patiently I have been waiting and the day finally arrives. I’ve been so eager to speak with my therapist during session number five. I had a plan and explained my outline along with my goals. I’ve only taken baby steps. I don’t want to go overboard. She... Continue Reading →

Therapy Session 4

March 4th, 2020 Oh the lack of communication on my end. I misunderstood my next appointments date. With that being said, Therapy Session five will be the best.

Therapy Session Three

February 11th, 2020 Another appointment with my therapist, and I feel like someone finally understands me. She asked me to explain my pain, as I did as she asked both eyes of hers and mine had tears forming. Her input on my situation had me dumbfounded. Why didn’t I ever understand before? The way she... Continue Reading →

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