March 5th, 2020 I missed session four, but patiently I have been waiting and the day finally arrives. I’ve been so eager to speak with my therapist during session number five. I had a plan and explained my outline along with my goals. I’ve only taken baby steps. I don’t want to go overboard. She … Continue reading Oh My, Therapy Session Five
March 4th, 2020 Oh the lack of communication on my end. I misunderstood my next appointments date. With that being said, Therapy Session five will be the best.
February 11th, 2020 Another appointment with my therapist, and I feel like someone finally understands me. She asked me to explain my pain, as I did as she asked both eyes of hers and mine had tears forming. Her input on my situation had me dumbfounded. Why didn’t I ever understand before? The way she … Continue reading Therapy Session Three
February 6th, 2020 Silently, I count how many days I have til my life will end.. I’m a daughter, a mother, a lover, and a friend. How did things get so disastrous in just an instant? I pretend on most days I am so happy, but I have those days when I just can’t. I … Continue reading Trapped in my Head, Sorting through my sorrows.
February 2nd, 2020 If tomorrow never comes for me, please don’t you cry. I’m sure I’ve gone to heaven. Just know I’m flying high. If tomorrow never comes for me, make sure to watch over my kids. I’m sure they will be lost without me, oh my poor sweet kids. If tomorrow never comes for … Continue reading Tomorrow
My Mind is not Safe February 2nd, 2020 My mind is constantly lurking in a dark place. My mind is something I cannot control, no. My mind has my thoughts so twisted, I feel everyone calls me a disgrace. My mind has me chained up, besides I have no where to go. My mind tells … Continue reading
January 24th, 2020 I walk in the door to her office, my mind is at ease. “Who are you?” She asked me. “Go ahead, have a seat.” “I am a mother, an artist, a compassionate soul, and a good employee.” “You’re exactly right.” She was sure to remind me.. “You’re so hard on your self, … Continue reading Therapy Session Two
January 24th, 2020 Crying out, drowning in sorrows.The last breath, was a whisper for love.Unaware of what comes next.Nothing. Black, Darkness.The crows carry the corpse through the night.Dark and cold, the truth had been brought to light.Another gone, tragedy in the airanother one has taken their lifeBecause no one seemed to care… Xo- *AP!
January 14th, 2019 So easily, I get very lost. Trying to find my way out of my head, but I keep drowning with thoughts. With knowing the consequences from my actions I continue on, I can go from doing so well to being in the toughest spots. To everyone that sees me, loves my oh … Continue reading The Lonely Stoner
January 14th, 2020 Someone told me to talk about things. To have a voice. Tell someone your pain, do not hold it in. They said how much a therapy session relieved so much thoughts that made their head spin. I wanted to believe them, but I’ve explained some. Reached out to people, but still needed … Continue reading Therapy Session 1